)now on to the story..........This is kinda long, but it's a crazy story..
i pretty much quit the game about a year ago, in doing so i had to stop talking to all my friends. these were not just drug buddies either. i am talking about my best friends who i grew up with. i know its messed up to just bail out on people, but if i didn't i never would of quit. well after a year i ran into my best friend walking his dog. he told me he just got out of jail and how he is clean and wants to hang out with someone else who aint using. i believed him, when he was using he never would of been out taking a walk.well later that night i came down to his house to visit. when we stopped talking our doc was oxy or railing boy, well as soon as i get to the top of the steps he was pushing the trigger on the needle, as was his girlfriend. before he gets the rig out of his arm he lights a cig, then grabs the needle in the other hand. he is still sitting there nodding out almost burning himself and stabbing him self. i grab the cig and his girl grabbed the needle. he noticed a few seconds later, screamed bitch at her and got up from the chair. he took 1 step and fell over. now, he didnt just drop, its like he laid him self down on the ground. at this point i just though he was real messed up, and i went to pick him up and put him on his bed, this is a 150lb kid but he felt like a 300lb whale. i managed to get him on the bed, when i did his girlfriend started freaking out saying his was not breathing. so luckily his bath room is a step from the bed and i pit him in a cold shower(it seemed like it was the best option at the time, i was freaking out.) had his girl stay with him went downstairs to call 911 and get his aunt who is a 30 year heroin user who has seen more people then she knows OD. i have severe anxiety(i am on 6 2mg xanax a day) so i couldnt go back up in that room with him. i waited for the police and ambulance people to get there and directed them were to go. they got him back alive with a ton of narcan but, i can honestly say that was the most scariest times of my life. i could never do dope again in my life, i am that scared of it. every time i do my sub's i feel like i am going to od and have a panic attack.